kels

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 03:27:55 GMT

okay where should i begin.

i rarely get to talk to my bff b//c we go to different schools. and we are too busy. and when we do talk we end up getting into a fight.

i'm falling for a guy i definitley shouldn't && it sucks.

me and my mom are fighting more than usual.

i've been spending less time w// cowboy && i miss him.

i feel like throwing my phone. shutting down. and blocking everyone out for now.

and i sound emo which i love haha =] but no i'm not. just having one of those days.

i want my ashii with our erotic convos. those always make me feel better =[[

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 22:54:52 GMT

the last week i've been in sea isle, new jersey. me and my mom went with 30 of our family members in a 3 story house, but we only rented the top 2 stories. adults got the bottom, teens got the top floor. i had so much flipping fun. i didn't have to worry about not being a whore and whatnot b/c no one from school was there. i didnt have to think about consequences. i saw my 4 cousins, jack, justin, dylan, and kyle who live in canada whom i havent seen in 5 years. since my brothers didnt go i had 3 temporary brothers, evan, blane, and kyle. i got pretty close to kyle. i got to hang out with the older kids except once. it was the first time i got wasted. i learned how to play beer pong, poker, sealo, crapps, whiffle ball, football and tons more things. i even beat kyle and logan in poker. we went to wildwood amusement park and i went on the water log ride with kyle and his g/f marisa. i got stuck in the front and i was soo scared i screamed so loud b/c theres 2 drops and theres nothing holding yu in. i've never been more scared! we went to the water park one day and i went on every ride except one. and i pushed kyle in the pool like 3 times and the lazy river aka the crazy river we were in like 1/2 the time. we went to ocean city and played minigolf i lost like so bad. and then we went on the go carts but evan got stuck behind so i waited with him and when we went on i kept bumping him like crazy and then my go kart went out of gas and the guy was suchh a jerk. and there were tons of hot guys in nj. and then me and vic walked to the arcade to find evan and logan and they were riding bikes so we got on the front of their bikes and evan rode me home. and then on the way to wildwood me and vic and dylan went in kristi's car and were jammin out to kelly clarkson and random songs and i had my hand out the side of the window that drove kyle and evan up the wall cause they were each driving a car full of kids behind us. and i cant wait until next year for the beach again. and i got everyone's number and i'm calling everyone atleast once a month to keep in touch. and i cant wait to get my pictures developed to post the good ones. but i'll post the ones from my phonee.

the people in the house: my mom's sister, aunt jody, and her hubby uncle chet and their kids logan, victoria ((vic)), and olivia. my mom's brother, uncle john and his wife aunt sherry and their kids, tyler && blane, and my mom's other brother, uncle jason and his wife aunt natalie, and their kids evan and garrett. my mom's cousin, aunt donna, and her kids kelli, and kristi, and kristi's baby lily. and my mom's other cousin, aunt kathy and her hubby uncle tim, and their kids, jack, justin, dylan, and kyle, and then kyle's girlfriend marisa. my 2 grandparents, dede && pop pop. my great aunt, aunti doris who is a nun. my other great aunt, aunt dolly.


my cousin evan with his hair braided.                                       evan being goofy at aunt kathy && poppops bday.                              evan normal


garrett                                                                                                                        tyler && garrett being homos.                             kyle mealey ((my cousin not my bro))


kyle being goofy at the party                                                                                            olivia on evan                                                                                 dylan w/ lily's hat in kristi's car


blane aka blarney                                  auntie doris the nun

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 00:24:50 GMT

cowboy lost a shoe friday. i came back from new jersey thursday.
which was suckie. james was out of town again, so chris came and tacked it on
for me this morning. then i rode. then me, jenna, her cousin stephanie, alex, agey,
kaitlyn, lisa, and zenga went to go see pirates of the carribean at sawgrass.
that was suchh a good movie, but it was soo long, and kinda confusing.
i need to watch the first one though, b/c i forgot almost all of the first.

then i took a long nap. and now here i am. =] xox.

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 00:29:15 GMT

mkay so basically tonight was the shiznit.
me and jenna got stranded out at green meadows.
and we spent our time w/ jay and travis picking ticks
off of halle the cutest little puppy ever and watching jay
burn them and make them explode lmao. and then
we took the golf cart and drove around over ditches
and i drove off w/o jay and he jumped on the back w/ jj
but was standing up and i hit a rock and he flew
on top of the golf cart but didnt fall off. it was
pretty hilarious, and the golf cart almost got stuck.
and then my parents and kyle went out to dinner
and jennas parents went out to dinner, and
luke was at our condo on the beach, so my
grandpa had to pick us up in his 2 seater convertible
and me and jj had to squish into one seat. it
was a pretty randomly fantastic night. haha.
and now we're going to finish painting lexi's toes.
hey mari care to join us ?! haha xox kels <3

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 18:54:49 GMT

mari came over last night, to steal my songs, and show me
her computer whizziness. then we painted my puppys toes pink
&& orange. and then lexi the puppy stuck her nose in the paintbrush
and she has a big pink spot on her nose lmao. its too cute. so yeah
i get my braces off soon. i'm pretty physced. i'm going to new jersey
mon, tues, and wed, cause my daddy has a horse in up there on
4th of july && we're seeing all my family. so thats awesomeness.
cowboy is not lame. yu don't kno how happy i am to hear that.
he got his hocks injected && acupuncture done. i rode w/ no
stirrups yesterday for the vet b/c mine are missing. hm.
i had to buy new stirrup leathers today. i have to give cowboy the day
off b/c of the inections, and tomorrow i can trot him, and then sat ride
him lightly. so its all good. im pretty phsyced to be able to ride,
and hopefully take lessons and jump so im not too behind.
um tomorrow is the last day of camp. kinda saddish.
i have to go to the barn now and see my baby. we're picking
up jenna. and yeah tah tah for now <3

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 18:27:35 GMT

mm. so i locked myself out of my laptop. ha not so smart i kno.
i went up to ocala and worked the horse sale and made $200 plus a free lesson.
i dropped my phone in the toilet and when i got home i got the new pink slvr.
i had to pay for half of it tho. my horse is lame, which means hes hurt. i'm having
the vet from the racetrack, dr. shellow come out and take a look, b/c i had
the farm vet, dr. perrin come out and she gave me a list of injections he needs
which basically together would cost like $1000. no way jose. thats not happening.
so. and then thurs when dr. perrin was there i ran to go get something for dr. perrin
i tripped on the ground, and hurt my foot. so i went to the doctor and i tore the
tendon and the cartilage that surrouns a little bone in my foot, and i'm in
a purple cast almost up to my knee cap for 4 - 12 weeks. which sucks so bad,
b/c i'm supposed to go to kentucky for another horse sale, and new jersey
b/c my dad has horses up there, and new jersey shore, and our condo alot.
so. yeah. my summer is ruined. BUT I CAN STILL RIDE. i just dont kno how
to make my foot fit into the stirrup. but i got on cowboy and walked him
around bareback w/ his halter and lead. so yeah. my parents are like babying me
lots they wont let me do ANYTHING and its driving me crazy b/c i dont
want to be treated any differently. rawr. but yeah. sigh. okay. bye.

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 22:13:22 GMT

so basically, today i did alot. but when i write it down, or say it, it doesn't sound like much. i helped out w/ camp again. went to petsmart && karens tack to pick up last minute things for the horse show this weekend. had my lesson, which cowboy refused twice on two different jumps and i had to use my crop =[ and then i had to track down my blacksmith to see when he could fix the nail in cowboy's shoe. i had to call him like 3x. annoying much? but atleast he picked up. so then i found out that (yay.. not) the trailer is leaving tomorrow MORNING at 730-800. ahhh. which means i have to wake up at 6!!! and leave the house at 630, to get their at 7 to get cowboy ready for the trailer. ick. and i have to clean tack tomorrow. ick again. and i have to get everything ready tonight. and i'm exhausted. blah. so yeah. the end =]

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 22:55:29 GMT

okay so i did camp today. it was pretty rad. minus the part of waking up at 745. ick. but yeah. it was pretty fun. afterwards jenna came over. and then mari && sam && mari's b//f nash? picked us up && took us to green meadows b//c sam && mari had a lesson. so me && jenna hacked our horses && then took them on the trail. thenn i found out cowboy's nail on his shoe is loose. djalskdjals. that sucks. kinda? the blacksmith has to come out. chris said he would tom cause i have a show this weekend. so yeah. that was basically my day =]

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 01:49:50 GMT

wow. it's been a while, but i don't feel like catching yu guys up on it all, b/c im lazy//cool like that. me and jenna are officially at green meadows as of thursday june 1st. before we moved we got liz to take us to tree tops again && wolf lake. those we're pretty gangster fun. nothing is really new in my life except i'm 90% sure i'm leaving mccarthy && transferring to cardinal gibbons on account of we're moving to "ft. laudy" as kyle says. and it's just closer. i'm going to miss my friends. they are the best. especially my girliefriend adri. anywhos. today. i slept in. jenna came over after she worked camp for our trainer leanne. um yeah can yu say fun? ha. the dog killed her sock. then we went out to green meadows basically covered in hairspray lmao. no one was out there. it was desertedd. we found our horses had swapped stalls lmao. the grooms had mixed them up. oh wells. so i rode cowboy. he was a freak. he kept spooking at the corner where there are old poles and walls. i was like idiot. yu've been there everyday since thursday and yur still scared ?! he's gay. but i love his gay self. so yeah then i got off and what a nice surprise anne && her sis were there && so were james && chris my favorite blacksmiths. so there were people there. i was like yay. i couldn't ride bella tho, i didn't have time b/c they fed her && then my madre came && picked me up. i found chris a date lmao. he goes both ways. jk. it's chris for crying out loud. unless yu count both ways "front && top" as he says. haha ilhim. um so then i came home. rode my bike for a while. showered. watched man on fire. wow i cried my eyes out. that movie is so sad. now i'm here. bored. wondering how long i can keep up w/ this gangster thing. oh yeah, my allergies have been majorly acting up && i want to kill them arglkjsdsd. possibilities for manana = lesson at 430. rodeo. who knos what else.
xox kels

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 00:41:25 GMT

um yeah so like im pretty bored w/ my life.
no guys and yeah. seeing kristen and sabi
makes me want to have a b/f but like once i
do have a b/f i dont want one anymore lol.
its like rawr make up yur mind and i feel like
screaming and yeah. but w/e i guess for now
im good at staying single ((As ALWAYS)) and
yeah. so alli said everyone likes me hahaha
WHO ?! man not desperation makes me ask that
just curiousity. besides im in love w/ my g/f
adri =] i mean hello shes the only one that
make me fall for her/w/ her on costumes in
eng class !! ahaha im outtie. my bdays the
19thh !! im super physced. xox

tree tops = ♥

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 00:35:55 GMT

yesterday was so much fun. omgosh. liz and hilly took 2
full trailer trips to treetops. me ashii and alex went off by ourselves.
woah. we we crazy//fearless. there was this trail we nicknamed
the rollercoaster trail. omgosh. we were GALLOPING thru it as
fast as we could three in a single line, and there would be sharp turns
popping out of no where. ashii almost fell of lmao. it was so funny.
she like flew to one side of her saddle and i was behind her haha.
then we took a trail to the ridges. and we raced around. and there were like huge
hills all over, and me and alex almost ran into eachother and i feel off.
haha but its okay cause i didnt get hurt =] and then we came back and yeah.
i found out that cowboy lost a shoe. my poor baby. so then i had to walk the rest
and i had to give james and chris a call. but james is out of town and chris
doesnt have the shoes w/ him so their coming out tom morningg. which i
wanted to watch them put on cowboys shoes. cause im weird like that =]
haha. but yeah. umm treetops was SO much fun. i want to do it again
but i doubt we will since me and jenna are moving to green meadows after
the show this weekend. YAY ! umm yeah but at treetops there were BIG
trees down and we were jumping them =] it was pretty rad.
um then april went on double w/ ashii and ashii cantered thru the
rollercoaster trail. we were seriously amazed that april didnt fall off.
haha. and then she came on double w/ me while we walked up to
the little ridges and alex and ashii jumped more trees. i couldnt
cause cowboys shoe. but oh wells. it was still fun. wow.
i wish we could go back cause like 1/2 of it was blcoked
off from the hurricane. rawr. the lake was blcoked off =[
so we couldnt swim w/ our ponies. but i want to go to wolf lake and
swim. well yeah. this was kinda long. and im getting sick. so yeah
i should go to bed maybe and take a nap ? but then i wont be able
to go to sleep tonight. oh well its a 12 DISMISSAL TOM! ! WHOOT.
im soo happy. maybe ill get out to surrey in time to see james//chris. anyways
yeah im out. xox ILADRII SOO MUCHH !! =]

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 04:29:34 GMT

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Sat, 25 Feb 2006 05:25:13 GMT

i ♥ carnivals

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 21:43:28 GMT

omgosh. movie night sucked but yu kno,
considering, i was with the three coolest people
in the world plus an annoying loserish boy. it
was pretty amazing fun. me and kristen
made a music video with AUBREY DICKS. haha.
ZIPPITY DOO DA. ZIPPITY DAY. i kno we should
so totally be on american idol right adri ? right
maria ? yeah yeah. then we took about 2083283
piccies. stayed way far away from 2 annoying girls
that i really dislike cause yeah. and i kinda sorta maybe

confessed who i liked to those three. =] so if they

tell anyone their officially dead. yeah. so i met
a deputy murrey. hes pretty cool. hes like whoah. and
he called me snoopy. and im chester the molester but
i have no idea why ? but yeah. and then aubrey threw
my phone in the trash about 4 times. ew much ?
i cant even wash it. rawr.

so today im going to do service hours at stb
carnival until like 10 or something ? and if
yur nice yull call me and keep me entertained
cause can yu say boredom majorrr ? i can.
yeah man. ill be pigging out considering im working
the sweet booth =] and yeah my day pretty much
rocked and i think that if yur going to the dance
(cough adri, kristen and yeah whoever else,
maybe maria?) yu NEED to go to the carnival
cause the dance is only till 10 and thats pretty
gay. =] ilu all. xox kels btw im CHIPPER.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 22:29:45 GMT

today was okay.
i got a detention from mr. pustizzi
my sub for bio. cause he took my cellular
device alone and 5 mins before the bell
rang i took it back and he got mad. so
yeah. that went right into the garbage.
can yu say saturday detention. so mr. vera
what would yu like for breakfast sat morning ?
haha. yeah i kno. its a way of life =]

then i lost my cellular device and it took

me 1238123871923 hours to find. rawr.

and morgan desperately wants to kno
who i like. come to think of it .. alot of people
do. haha too bad im not telling. not until im
more sure of whats going on.

im going to movie tonight w/ kristin && adri.
whoot whoot. it's going to be major funn.
and before i'd go id like to say one last word:
SPICKLES.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:16:29 GMT

kyle's birthday was yesterday. he's 20.
happy birthday .. i love yu !! = D

went iceskating and me amber jenna &&
ambers sis almost got run over by a
firetruck lmao. that was too funny.
than i slept over amber's house cause
jenna got sick .. lol

we had such a blast over her house.
this morning i went on a trailride w/
agey which was crazy fun like always.

tomorrow i have quince practice &&
riding .. = ) life is awesome. nothing
can bring me down .. it rocks. lol

xoxo
kels

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 22:24:39 GMT

hmmm. i havent updated in a while . so i'll fill yu in. so there's this guy ..

and i'm really into him, && he says the same. but nothing's happening ,

it's all standing still && i hate it .. like w/ a passion . i don't think i've ever

felt this way about someone .. or atleast not in a looong time.

friday i went iceskating w/ a bunch of people. than me , ashlee , kristin ,

carlos && kenny went to the restaraunt cause we were bored . haha that

was wayy too much fun.

saturday i rode && went to a football game w/ ally .. just so happened he

was playing. = ) but we didn't talk cause they lost && he looked mad. = (

i stayed home that night and studied for my gay bio exam on thurs. i should

get a B at the very least.

sunday i rode && went to caty's quince practice w/ my fabulous partner orly.

haha. me , amanda , joanna && jessica took piccies that are on myspace.

((www.myspace.com/candykisses431/)) i stayed home again cause no one

was doing anything.

today the barn was closed, therefore mommy && me went to contour day spa

&& got facials. than we went to the mall && i got my homecoming dress ..

i saw caty there = D and nicole , fernanda && alyssa hollister was our next stop ..

can yu say shopping spree ?? cause i sure can !! that was all . tomorrow is school = (

xoxo

♥kels♥

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 18:50:11 GMT

yesterday was country day. i fit right in = )
me and jeni stayed after for a little bit of
the dance it was kindof disappointing so we
left early. she slept over and we rented the
ring 2, and first daughter. me, being sick i
fell asleep wayy early and she ended up watching
about 4 movies lmao. we were supposed to go
to the oasis last night w/ jess and jo but i
didnt feel good and she didnt feel like going
out. so tonight i'm going to don carter to go
bowling w/ jess and jo. if yu wanna go call my
cell ((205*9435)) and comment my piccies !
- - > > ((www.myspace.com/candykisses431))
and i'm way happy cause one of daddy's horses
just one a BIG race. so it's allll good. = )

xoxo
kels

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 21:53:47 GMT

what the hell is wrong w/ me ?!?!?!?!?!?!
this is new to me. my knees getting weak,
and butterflies ? yeah right, never happened.
i'm so confused and frustrated cause he's
sending me mixed messages. ugh i hate this.

baby yu're all that i want

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 21:36:33 GMT

yesterday i was pretty much sick. bleh, i hate it. i slept the whole day. nothing really happened.

today was school ((obviously)). i hate mr. rossi's class. it's so confusing and i don't understand anything, and when i try to ask him to explain it he makes me feel stupid and he's like omg don't ask me that, like it's a stupid question, and i seriously dont understand !! so then he told me to come in after class.. but who wants to do that ?? bleh not me.

spanish sucks i dont understand anything in that class either. it's like a whole other language !! lmao.

i went to a little bit of the football game but it was really gay and boring so i came home and there is a movie night at school for buddy week but i cant go. sorry nick oh well like no one else is going lol.

friday jeni is sleeping over and we're so going iceskating. haven't gone in ages so i'm physced.

i hate being completely crazy about someone, i feel like i have NO control. bleh. i don't think this has ever happened. it's just soo confusing !!!!

xoxo
kels

and thanks laura for helping w/ my myspace.. happy now ?? lol

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 04:18:46 GMT

HEY. OKAY IM TYPING IN CAPS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT. OKAY SO I GOT CALLED INTO THE DEAN'S OFFICE FOR SOME RETARDED THING I DIDNT EVEN DO. THANK GOD FOR MY REAL FRIENDS WHO BACKED ME UP AND SAID THAT I DIDNT DO IT. THANK GOD FOR REAL FRIENDS. ANYWAYS. TODAY HAS BEEN A ROUGH DAY. ALL THESE RUMORS ARE JUST SO ANNOYING AND IM SICK OF PPL COMING UP TO ME ALMOST CURSING ME OUT FOR THINGS I DIDNT DO. I'M JUST SO OVER IT. I'M OVER LAURA'S HOUSE RIGHT NOW FOR THE HURRICANE.. LAURA'S HOUSE IS THE BEST. IT'S ALWAYS SO MUCH FUN..!! WE DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW B/C OF THE HURRICANE. THANK GOD. TOO MUCH BS HAS HAPPENED TODAY THAT I'M SO GLAD I CAN TAKE A BREAK FROM IT TOM. GOOD NEWS THO, OUT CONDO ON THE BEACH SHOULD BE READY IN ABOUT A WEEK. I'M SO EXCITED, I'M GONNA HAVE HUGE SLEEPOVERS LIKE EVERY WEEKEND. IT'S GOING TO BE AWESOME. BUDDY WEEK IS THIS WEEK. MY BUDDYS NAME IS SHAYNAY OR SOMETHING ? SHE'S REALLLLLYY COOL AND SWEET. LAURA HATES HER BUDDY. LMAO. POOR LAURA.. NOT. LOL. JK. BUT W/E I WANT TO GO ICESKATING ON FRI AND JENI IS SLEEPING OVER, SO IF YU WANT TO GO CALL ME. = )
XOXO
KELS

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 20:35:56 GMT

hmm okay what's the rumour of today ?? oh yeah i screwed around w/ chrystals myspace. yeah not true. don't kno what i'm talking about ? okay here we go..

someone changed chrystal's myspace around to say i shoplift, drink, smoke, blah blah, etc. stupid stuff like that. well.. someone printed it out and turned it into the school ((amhs)). now here's the funny part. alot of ppl are spreading rumours ((keyword there)) saying that i did it. yeah again def did not. me & chrystal are FRIENDS. and i wouldn't do that. i wouldn't waste time. i have too much to do. hellooo.. horseback riding takes up ALOT of time especially since i have a competition next month. so all in all i did NOT do that myspace thing. and for the record me, jessica, joanna, and chrystal are FRIENDS.

just wanted to set everything straight. and if yu hear any more rumours about me, i m me and ask me. cause chances are their lies, and if they are true i'll tell yu straight up. b/c some ppl have NO life and feel the need to spread rumours about me. so come and ask me. ((candykisses431)) or better yet ((205*9435)) thankss !!

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 18:59:35 GMT

RiP - - - - > > MaTt HuGhEs <3

When you lose someone you love,
you gain an angel that you know *

*Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never
forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on*

You were only a teen..
With a full life left ahead
You could have grown up normally
But you crossed death’s path instead.

*yeah i didn't really kno him.. but my mom and both my brothers did. all they talked about for the last couple days were how sweet a kid he was and how much he was going to be missed and how he had his whole life ahead of him. sad isn't it.. how life can be taken away in a minute.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 23:11:06 GMT

friday night i went to muvico and saw
that emily rose movie. yeah that was
kinda scary. lol. i kept screaming. = )

saturday i went to the oasis w/ jeni.
that was fun, we went to the cheesecake
factory and then gameworks. haha that kid
that danced was so good !!! john jacob..
lmao.

today i went to the mall and went into hco
of course, yeah that was like a shopping
spree. i got a bunch of jewelry too. than
i had to go to caty's quince practice. yes !
i have the *best* partner in the world !!
ORLYYYY !!! thank god. he's awesome, he knos
like all the dances and we are the best couple.
i love it. lol. we actually kno what we're
doing which is more than i can say for billy
and joanna. lmao. i love yu joanna !! haha.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 03:00:48 GMT

just got home from seeing that emily rose
movies. that's some scary stuff. i sat in
between patrick and laura. haha me and laura
were so scared the whole time. everyone call
me at 3 am lmao.

me, joanna and jessica are friends again. i'm
so happy !! it's been way too long. i lvoe them
to death and it felt like old times. = )

tomorrow i have a riding lesson, than i'm
going to see red eye w/ jeni and idk who else.